The time has come to turn a corner. In many respects and in many ways.
But. I do not want to.
I cannot stay where I am and there aren’t really any other options truthfully open to me other than turning this corner. Staying where I am is a decision to descend into insanity. But letting go of what I am holding, though what I am holding is toxic, is anathema to me.
I don’t want to let go. Nor turn the corner. Nor stay. Nor hold on.
So. It’s time to turn the corner. So I will. Let it be soon. Let it be right.