Posted by Dan on May 5, 2011 in Blog | 1 comment
The time has come to turn a corner. In many respects and in many ways.
But. I do not want to.
I cannot stay where I am and there aren’t really any other options truthfully open to me other than turning this corner. Staying where I am is a decision to descend into insanity. But letting go of what I am holding, though what I am holding is toxic, is anathema to me.
I don’t want to let go. Nor turn the corner. Nor stay. Nor hold on.
So. It’s time to turn the corner. So I will. Let it be soon. Let it be right.
Holding on seems like a feet worth celebrating. Hey, look at me! I’m holding on. Upon closer scrutiny, my calloused hands are bleeding, my arms are quivering, and I’ve really had enough. Letting go would appear to be failure… but only because one’s own perception is his reality.